currently, my life revolves around the lives of my memebers. memebers that are part of the best concept of the dating world. i work for a professional dating service, helping those who struggle with finding a mate. no, its not an escort service, its a place where serious singles, meet.
smart idea, because really where do you meet anyone these days? my entire life, i lived, dreaming that by the age of 22 i would be married, or seriously thinking of. Now, being that i am 2 months away from blowing out two big number 2's on a big chocolate cake, i have serious doubts about me living up to that dream. number one reason, being i am not even dating.
how can that be? who knows... i consider myself a catch. i have a lot to give to someone, yet everyone i seem to get involved with, hardly match any criteria a woman like me deserves. Picky, not really. I consider myself more of a realist than anything else.
but if a woman like me can not find someone, i feel sorry for the less unfortionate.
i supose it is my environment holding me back from being successful in a realtionship. where do i find the love of my life? am i going to be the lady that relies on chance her whole life? Am i just going to eventually get lucky? oh no.
sure i can preoccupy myself with the other things in life, like family and friends. But when you really dont have a chance to includ yourself in activities and see your time melt before you eyes, and work is the only thing on your mind, you can see yourself falling into the lonely category.
2:19 am on a thursday morning. id say i am getting there fast.
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i know how that feels
darknessintruth
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